Roundabout

Some days, you realize that you get to a roundabout.
Not a crossroad junction.

This is a little bit different.
You do not have to make a choice, if you rather not to. 

You can just go round and round,
Seemingly looking for the right signs
Before you are finally tired
And decide to exit anyway. 

Funny thing is ~
You don't stop.
Yet, you don't really start.

There is just something
Alluring about the roundabout. 

The distinction
Between the starting point
And the ending point
Begins to blur. At some point.

Some say the world is round,
Like a roundabout.
Or a ferris wheel.

And some day, somewhere,
our paths will cross.  Again.

Will they?  Ever?

I think
For now,
It is time I start to exit.

**adapted from a friend's blog entry and edited, adding my own "flavour"... 

Lomography

Hee, came across this lomo free app, and tried it... I love lomography! *grinz*

And yes, there is nothing wrong with the photo.  I still keep my A-levels papers... =)

Baby Blues

My hot date with little four-month-old Jayden!  He's just such an adorable little darling! 
And he poo-ed immediately after this shot!  Oh well.. at least, after I put him down in his pram....

Victor's little princess, Shenise...

My secondary class and school mates at Shenise's full-month cele.  Look at her proud Daddy beside me!  We were all jokingly threatening Victor that we shall not tell his daughter that her daddy's nickname in school was Äh Blur!  He's still sometimes as blur now, i thought, anyway.  Oops!

Totally hopeless

I'm either hopeless or useless.

I'm pacified... yet again. 

Can't stand myself for being such a gullible/easily-pacified gal...

哭过就好了， 是真的吗？

第一次听到着首歌 ，就很喜欢它的旋律。。。
第一次看到MV, 看了它的词 ，就哭了出来。。。
过了一段时间，再次听到这首歌， 还是哭了出来。。。

我从来都不说“不”， 不是因为我愿意
是因为 我爱你

我从来都不生气， 不是因为我没有脾气
是因为 我爱你

我从来都不哭， 不是因为我没有眼泪
是因为 我爱你

哭过就好了， 是真的吗？

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为什么你会把我对你的好,
好像就当作那么地理所当然？

为什么你的一句话，
就可以抹煞我在你身上花的所有心思？

为什么你明明老早就答应我的，和我说好的，
还可以临时改变主意？

为什么我还和你确定了一次又一次，
还可以临时有变化？

为什么明明就是你的错，
你还以为随便找个人来，就可以安抚我？

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为什么我会这么笨，
一次又一次地相信你？

为什么我会这么傻，
一次又一次地因为你的言语举止而心软？

为什么我会这么天真，
一次又一次地被你骗 ？

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面对你，或许是对我最大的讽刺。。。
够了。。。 真的。。。