Thursday, February 10, 2011

The moment

When I want to share and talk, you are busy.

When you express concern and are ready to listen, I don't feel like sharing and talking about it anymore.

At times when I try to share and talk about it, even when I don't feel like it...

Alas!

The initial intense emotion about whatever that was bothering me is not so strong anymore. 

And so, when I can no longer paint the full picture, you wonder why I was so upset over or affected by it in the first place. 

At times, when I listen to myself, I also wonder the same thing.

Then I begin to suspect that you think I am just kicking a big fuss over nothing, or just being petty. 

Sometimes, I ponder. 

Is it a major flaw of mine that I tend to forget -- after a few hours -- what got myself so angry or upset in the first place?

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