Going thru some extremely juvenile, yet for some reasons, super upsetting moments for the past week… Some of you would already knew about it, but I do not wish to mention this anymore… So for those of you who noe, and is reading this now, and is thinking of leaving some comments, please, please make it extremely subtle! I can’t suffer another blow/shock any time now…
What makes me feel worse is I am absolutely amazed with myself, or rather with my emotions, which went through a roller coaster ride just within a few days… Was so affected by this incident that (in no order of sequence):
* I was not really paying attention at work… so I am still struggling to do my newsletter… damn.. keeping fingers crossed my boss won’t ask me for it so soon… but theoretically, it’s already late for a week… jia lat….
* One fren was rather worried that she came down to lunch with me to make sure I was alright.
* Another fren took pains to console me, even though I know she’s not in tip-top condition too…
* I knocked my forehead against my desk when I was picking up something I dropped. It was such a loud knock that my colleagues around me turned and stared at me, eyes wide… and started laughing when I gave them an embarrassed grin…
* I walked right into a door and knocked my elbow… and this happened right after I knocked my forehead… yes.. I have two bruises now…
Told my fren last week I have confidence I’ll stop thinking about the incident and will recover by the time weekend was over… but it din happen… sigh… damn useless… I just hope I’ll snap out of this s-t-o-o-p-i-d thing soon… pretty soon… I have to make it happen… Guess it just boils down to whether I want to or not… urgh…
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